WHAT IT DEW XANGA !!! I USE TO GET DOWN ON HERE BUT I'VE MOVED ON TO MYSPACE !! HASNT EVERYONE !!! BUT YEAH I JUST LIKE IT BETTER N I COME BACK HERE EVERY OFTEN TO CHECK UP N SEE WHATS UP !! BUT YEAH I HAVENT BEEN DOIN MUCH BUT SMOKIN N KICKIN IT !!! I DONT REALLY PARTY ANYMORE !! I JUST LIKE TO CHILL WITH MY CLOSE FRIENDS N SMOKE N THA SHED !! SO YEAH GET AT ME !!

hey !! well my stupid ass mom backed out on takin me to get my tongue pierced  so yeah !! but my brother is here and last night i got so drunk !! lol but i got a lil further in my discover to that boy !!! i'm a lil better with that !! yeah but i'm gonna go !! ttul love ya bitches !!

 Tooter !!

hey !!! well dang i'm 17 now !! and since i've last wrote in here i've got kicked out of my house and moved in with my friend Ashley and amanda !! my friend lupe can and lived with us for awhile and then we got kicked out !! i've had some good times !! party in midland with lupes family and i finally had a thing with this boy i loved and then it stopped i was upset and hoping for more but nothing has happened !! i still talk to him but as a friend i wish more though !! i stopped working and moved back in with my dad !! me and amanda had a falling out about that boy and now we have gotten over it and become closer friends !! i also met a nice guy named henry he does my tattoos i have 2 now !! one of my name and the other of half of a heart !! my best friend aka my sister has the other half !! i love that girl !! her name is toni !! we have been through a lot together !! and her family is the shit !! lol !! umm well i still haven't gone to school yet !! i plan on going back when it starts !! my brother is about to go to iraq but he's comin down here in like 13 hours i cant wait cause we are gonna have his 21st birthday party !! so yeah i plan on getting drunk !! lol !! my other brother dj , we were close until he took my things and left odessa !! so i don't talk to him anymore and i don't plan on it for awhile !! i'm tired of his shit !! i still have my dog sesame !! i'm about to get a tattoo with her name !! oh yeah my real mom moved back down here !! thats scary but good in a way cause tomorrow she is taken me to get my tongue pierced !! i cant wait oh and she can buy me beer !! yeaa !!!! lol ! but yeah like 3 weeks ago me and amanda drove to houston for my friend stephany's graduation and we got lost coming back but i'm so good i found us a way home !! and not even like 4 days when we got back some ass hole hit me while toni was driven and totaled my car ! so now i don't have one !! which sucks !! i miss havin a ride to go and do what i want !! but yeah !! theres a lot of shit going on with me !! i just cant think of every little thing right now !! i just wish that boy would make a move or something !! just tell me if he has feelings for me as i do for him !! but it would be a mess if he did !! gosh if only u knew !!! lol ight well write back soon !!! love ya hoes !!!

tooter !! !

well well well !! its been what about  a  year or so since ive been on here wait not that long but close !! umm yeah i dont really go to school anymore i work at walters , i do coke , i hate my parents , cant wait to move out , and i love a boy who doesnt love me back nothing new with that !! i've had a lot of bad times in the past couple of months but i've lived through them and thats what matters !! but i guess thats all for now i might come back to this another day until then i'll be on myspace !! 

                                 love ya

                                     Tooter !!

my GREATEST fear in life is not having a big enough impact on someone else's life to always be remembered